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Archive for February, 2006

no wonder why

Hahahaha! That’s my sarcastic laugh to what’s happening to our beloved Philippines!!! Amidst the catastrophe we’re experiencing right now eh we still manage to fight each other.

I believe so much in Filipino talents but oftentimes we use it for the wrong things. Hundreds of people are dying in leyte but….yes…ang galing natin we managed to stage a coup. Instead of appreciating the rising of peso value…yes again…we brought it down overnight…(tara na, padala na tayo ng dolyar at lapad sa pinas!!!)

So, do we still wonder why our mother Pinas can’t get out of the shit she’s in? We bring her with us…down, down, down! Can’t we realize the wrong things we’re doing? Why don’t we ask ourselves…am i helping? instead of asking….is she/he helping?

i believe the declaration of state of emergency is just right for us. I support the president’s decision. At this point i believe we need to be disciplined since we’re acting like 2-yo kids.

every minute you

your embraces calm me…you’re my home.

saddest thing

what’s the saddest thing that can happen to you? for me, it’s believing in something for so long and finding out in the end…it doesn’t exist! not only bec. it made a fool out of you but mainly bec. it’s time wasted!

I WILL BE THERE

I WILL BE THERE by kyla

Whenever you feel all alone

whenever you feel there is no reason to go on

when there is doubt in your heart

when there is no one in this world that you can find

who will give you support in everything you do

and who will believe that you will see things through

i will be there, i’ll be there

i’ll be your shoulder you can lean on

i’ll be your friend you can depend on

i will be there, i will be there

There are times when things go wrong

yes there were times when you just feel you don’t belong

there are days when things don’t go right

yes there were days when you are not willing to fight

you will need someone who will tell you it’s ok

someone who believes, believes in you all the way

i will be there, i will be there…

GOT BACK HOME FROM HOME

It’s been a while since my last blog entry, although i have lots of things to write about i just can’t find the time to do it. Ironic actually since i have so much time being back here in Norway where everything moves so slow, it seems. Haaaay! Can’t help but compare my lifestyle here and when i’m there in my beloved Pinas…If it’s possible to do something while asleep maybe i had done that too. My 6-week vacation was very much used, may not be enough but reality check…got to work too!

Dsc_5409sfweb  Having spent the holidays with people i love made all the difference! Wow! It’s not the same at all without them…i felt the rush, the anxiety, the enthusiasm and the impatience to do things! I got emotional, hurt, elated, disappointed, satisfied…i can go on and on but my point is..Dsc_5418sfweb.   i felt human! 

As a vacationist, of course, i experienced a lot of things together with my family…my still growing family with the addition of MJ and JR…thank God both males (don’t ask why.)  We’ve been to taal crater riding horses back and forth. Climbing a volcano on a horse wasn’t that pleasant but exciting. We even enjoyed the waves during the boat ride…we’re really a crazy weird bunch! Dsc_5254sfweb_5Our trip in subic was worth it….not much rest since even when we were not out we still found things to do at sbma housing…we played tagu-taguan, played cards, bring me and i even got myself drunk and threw up (first time.) Speaking of first time, i got to climb my first wall in extreme adventure. Everyone tried it except si nanay, yet (newly stitched) and the kids. That’s what i like about my family…they’re all on the go and game whatever activity we have and of course they all share my fascination with nature and sense of thrill…so we came back to EK, our third if i’m not mistaken…this time, i rode the space shuttle! Hah! I was nervous while waiting for our turn and that was a whole hour or more since we went there before new year (long line)…i even got into a fight with a group of young people who were smoking in a crowded, small covered area…i mean hello…well not actually got into a fight, i just caught their attention that it’s bothering me (badado ilong ko non) and they got irritated. My niece and my cousins said they were shouting Demokrasya! as if i was  a dictator! Hahahaha! I’m not, just getting old!

It seeDscn1221med i enjoyed my trips to subic and ek that much that i went back there with the Hagickhicks people. And yes, we went to the ‘peryahan’ in subic. We rode the roller coaster which was more frightening than the space shuttle in ek that i shouted as loud as i can (talagang litaw ang tonsils) but i enjoyed that ride…enjoyed all the 20-peso rides.

Come to think of it, i enjoyed everything i did. I guess it’s not really how cheap or how expensive you pay, if you know how to enjoy, make the most of everything and kung alam mo kung paano tumili…then it’s all the same when you’re home!

wondering why i stay here in norway? I don’t really know…but God knows why and i just have to have faith and follow my destiny. But don’t be surprised if one day…i’ll just pack up my things and head home. Who knows?